Dear God,
Please give me the strength to fulfill the dreams and goals You have placed in my heart.

What a powerful prayer. Some of you sent me emails and commented on my last post, and unfortunately I don't have any updates right now, but I ran across this devotion today and just thought it was worth sharing. Whatever the outcome is, these words and this prayer are very applicable. In every situation, in every decision...

There will always be a sacrifice of something when we desire to move forward in an area of our lives. Goals are exciting. Possibility of change is alluring. Sacrifice is hard, but worth it in the big picture of our lives.

We all have decisions to make, some large, some small. Sometimes everything falls into place, and sometimes it doesn't. If you have peace in your heart I believe you are where you are supposed to be. But if you feel like there is something pulling you in another direction, then there is probably something more out there that you are missing.

Something to think about!

LOVE

I am loving this stage w/ Abbie. Loving it. Maybe it's because she's been sleeping through the night for a few months now, and she's not fighting naps like she used to, and she is sleeping in, for her anyways. Man, I guess I didn't realize how unhappy the whole sleep thing was making me - but it is wonderful when you don't have to go to bed and wonder what time you are going to be woken up in the middle of the night. So anyways, I love this age. Even just a few weeks ago, I was feeling the terrible twos come on, and fast. But now, it seems she has reverted back to her sweet self. She still has a mind of her own, but she listens better and is not so adamant about getting her way. It's like she understands more, or something like that.

As for Wes and I, well, we might be making some important decisions soon. I'll share more later, but for now, let me just say I'm excited about what the year might bring.

Happy Valentine's Day everyone!!

Where are we??

So Wes and I have pretty much decided that we brought the snow/cold weather with us when we moved back to NC. It's been a crazy winter, but the snow has been pretty. And we have been very fortunate to have not lost power so we can't complain. Abbie loves the snow, and today we went shopping for some good warm, waterproof gear for her to wear in it! Now she'll be prepared for our trip to UT next month!

It's the little things

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M08vwcoDqhA

I just had to share this picture of my sweet cupcake face….

Abbie is officially addicted to sweets. We wake up in the morning, and she is asking for chocolate, Lucky Charms (where she only eats the Charms), cupcakes, you name it. I am wondering if all the ice cream and chocolate I ate while pregnant with her has anything to do with it?

2-0

20 months! Wow, we are getting closer and closer to 2 and boy can we tell!! The terrible twos are quickly becoming the terrible 18-24 months for us, I am afraid! Abbie has always had quite the personality, but she is very defiant these days and says NO frequently, and No Ma’am. A little nicer, perhaps, but I don’t appreciate being told No Ma’am! So there has been some sitting in the corner, and getting down on her level to explain that we don’t act that way. She pitches a fit every now and then, sometimes she says OK Mommy real sweetly, then keeps doing whatever she’s not supposed to, and then other times she just stops. I am pretty sure all of this behavior is completely normal, but man, some days it really tests our patience. One thing I have been trying to enforce lately is something we actually learned in church a few weeks ago – “Delayed Disobedience”. Our pastor was referring to adults, and how we say “In a few weeks, I’ll start this diet” or “I’ll do this next week”. And he said he sees it with parents and their kids too. Like a Mom or Dad might say “Johnny, stop that”. "Johnny, if you don’t stop that I’m going to come over there”. "Johnny, this is your last chance, if you don’t stop that…” The whole point is that delayed disobedience is disobedience, plain and simple. If you don’t want your child doing something, you remove them immediately, and don’t give them the chance to continue at all.

A few little updates on some of my previous posts too – Abbie is still sleeping through the night, but she wakes up at 5:30 or 6 pretty much no matter what time she goes to sleep. So the earlier we put her to bed, the better. I still think she could (and should) sleep later, but I’m not going to worry too much about it. She is done nursing altogether. Since my last post, she has not nursed once. She has done so well with the weaning process that I just know this was the right time. I am thankful for that and also thankful that the crazy hormonal shift seems to be over- PHEW! I was crying at everything for a couple days there!!

Now on to my resolution post. The laundry thing is going pretty well. I still lose a few socks here and there, but I am getting to the bottom of my pile more and more these days.

And the shopping is going better too. I don’t think I am saving $$ when I go, but I am going less, like once a week instead of 3-4 times, which hopefully does save $$ overall. I am still going to be working on lots of other ways to save $$ this year too, and pay down some debt that we have. I am excited about this. Wes actually asked me who I was the other day, and what I had done w/ his wife.

And in baby news, wow, I have a lot of friends it seems that are pregnant right now, so I wanted to point you over to Emmy Staton’s blog if you want to take a look. http://babystaton.blogspot.com/ She is due in August, and she is a blog stalker (her words) and sorority sister of mine! Congrats Emmy! Her link is over on the sidebar.

Wednesday morning

Wednesday morning was the last time. How come my heart aches a little as I sit here and contemplate the end of this chapter? I thought it was what I wanted, and I still think ultimately it is. I’m talking about weaning Abbie completely from nursing, and we are on day 2. She did fine with it last night, thankfully, and tonight only asked twice. When I offered her milk instead, she was good to go. Wow. Really?

As aggravated as I get sometimes when all I want is for her to go back to sleep in the morning for a few minutes and “it” is all she wants to do, I know I will still miss this closeness. I think it is another sign of her growing up – that is one of the things I’ve been telling her too, that she is a big girl now and big girls drink milk out of cups (only). I always thought, before having her, that I would stop at 1 year, and be done, but she had other plans, and I guess I just went along with them. I have enjoyed most every minute of this bond we have shared, but now it’s time to let go. I pray that it will be replaced with another kind of closeness. I sort of remember feeling this way when we moved her back into her own bed at 10 months, after the relapse of letting her sleep with us during our move back east. So as we end this chapter, I know it’s just one of many, and the book is, by no means, over. It’s only just beginning, in fact.